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Posted in Curhat! by Melita Tarisa on October 29, 2008

detak jantungku berpacu dengan dunia
sedang hatiku terpaku untuk seorang dia

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Posted in Curhat! by Melita Tarisa on October 26, 2008

Kita.

Kembali duduk berdua dan diam menata kata.
Katamu tentang bintik hitam matahari,
dan aku bulan dalam kopiku*.
Lekat, erat, pekat, sampai sesak.


* inspirasi “bulan dalam kopiku” datang dari cerpen SGA berjudul “Rembulan dalam Cappuccino”

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Posted in Curhat! by Melita Tarisa on October 25, 2008

I read a line, another line, and a whole lot of other lines about him.

How is it possible for someone to be loved that much, to be disturbingly desired.

Does he wear a charm that such smile gently sends your knees into trembling?

Does he speak of Shakespeare that such eyes lit fireworks all over your heart?

Is it the way he put his arm around you?  Screw you!

Is it the glances he shares with you? Bite me!

I think of a line, another line, and a whole lot of other lines about him.

How is it conceivable for someone to love that much, to obsessively desire.
Where is your conscience to stop the infatuation? Damn!
When will your guts dare you to make a move? Game!
I draw a line, another line, and a whole lot of other lines about him.
Is it going to be okay?
Are you not falling to love and desire?
Disturbing.
Oh,

Let me alone. Stop making me sticky and lonely*.

*from “the sandwich has no mayonnaise by Salinger

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Posted in Curhat! by Melita Tarisa on October 24, 2008

Tulislah sesuatu tentang kita.

Anak-anak yang tertawa tanpa suara sambil mengejar kupu-kupu

dan mereka yang tertidur dalam riuh kota ini,

jejak kehidupan yang dipaparkan seadanya.

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